Last week I thought I might die young. And it did not scare me. Quite the contrary. It felt like a relieve.

If I die young I don’t have to take care of my pension,  a topic so boring and at the same time so disturbing to me, and such a relief to be freed from the thought.

But suddenly I realized….this is not about life, I actually enjoy life, no need to die. It is all about MONEY, stupid!